Cam Girl Diary: Part 1

My first hour as a cam girl I spent guessing where to put my hands to look naturally. I had never been thinking of that before. My hands had always been extensions of myself that gesture effortlessly. So what did happen that day? I was sitting there in my room, looking at a small version of myself in sexy outfit and a huge amount of makeup, and I became very aware of my hands and my legs, too.

I was touching my hair constantly before the last part of my confidence melted away and I realized the awkward truth. I was almost naked, a bunch of men was looking at me and sending messages to me, and I didn't know what to answer and where to put my body parts. That looked very funny even for me. Luckily, the guys were ok with a shy girl, so step by step I made my first show and first money.

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At that time I was a 22 year old volunteer. I was a yoga teacher in the non-profit sector. Hence, I always had trouble with paying my rent, my loans and buying the stuff i needed. I was desperately looking for a job that can help me earn more money when my friend told me about webcam modelling and cam girl jobs. It was a surprise for me. I couldn't believe that! This job was a perfect mix for me sex and money. What could be better?

  • I could make good money
  • I should get compliments
  • I could seduce more men than I'd ever dreamt
  • I could improve my sex skills
  • I would be always satisfied with my job

The next day I registered as a cam model. I was determined to become the best of the best. I was inspired by the thought I could show off my body and feel absolutely free. The naughty fantasies was coming to my mind every single minute. So why did I feel so awkward? I was afraid not to look natural, not to be beautiful and skillful enough. That was wrong! I was the queen that night. And finally I understood that I really got a job of my dream.

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Do not hesitate! If you are thinking about the cam girl career, you just need to try first and then make a decision. Believe in yourself and your sexuality, and the guys will love you. They will make your life much better.